woke up this morning thinking about all the things i used to talk to god about when i was worried, overwhelmed, creating scenarios in my head tucked my head down, spoke my feelings out loud now i just wonder if i was talking to myself, and how do i cope with these thoughts now? sometimes i feel like my life is going in reverse mentally
january 7th, 2022 know i’m dead, know i’m done, take the bullets out of the gun, i’ve been dead, i’ve been done, long before it was known, i was dead, i was done, put the bullets in my own skull and sent my spirit to the sun.